last weekend, i had AWESOME LONG LONG TRIP to pangandaran.
that's our huge-family-gathering for the first time !! and i never expected it'll be my best holiday ever. can you imagine? we're so free to do anything. woohhoo!! everything's just perfect .
and i got burnt. uh. but it'll be better soon, gonna catch another fame-gathering, YEAY!!
my mom bought me a lamp long time ago, but i haven't touch it at all. and tonight because of the lens of my camera being clumsy, so i have to put it near the light (maybe it can make my lens warm) lol. i do really love the yellow-lights from my multi-shape-lamp, and decided to took a picture before had a great dream. pssstt, tonight will be my relaxation night. that lovable lights changes my mood in the end of my day. here are the pictures;
lovable lamp
moi:-* mirror mirror on my arm. lol
gotta off to bed now, tomorrow have to get up early. tomorrow gonna be LONG JOURNEY. pray for enjoy the trip. haha nitoymucoi . mwaw
which one is my priority? i have to choose which one is the most important things. now, I'm in the middle of difficult intersection. I already had my answer then, but when she revealed mine answer, she against it! she wasn't advocated me. she forcing me, indirectly, i have to choose, which is same as her decision. i don't have any decision in my lifetime, haven't decide anything, everything always dominated by her or somebody else, maybe she did like that, because she know everything would be the best for me. but for this time, give me a chance to do what I wanna do. i do really fed up stand behind your shadow and being what you want. just see me as I am. when i fail, she blame on me but she never look what she has done. i gotta work hard, for not being fail, because too scared to see her angry to me. and this time, i have to follow what she said, just hope and pray i won't fail again, do the best as i can do to make her really proud of me and stop blaming nor complaining.
but until now, all i can do is nothing. i never say it or bringing it forward. just still on my silent, which they won't listen.
these are things that i bought at my escaping last week.
here they are;
*details*
Mango big brown sling bag * Lucas bag (gift from relative) * Braun buffel purse * Zara snake skin legging artificial * Pull and bear white top and studds vest
i just realize, the bags which i bought has similar color with my gift bag. also my vest and my legging, has a similar color, what a coincidence?
tonight i packed all the stuffs, and tomorrow i'm going to go to jakarta. lalalala sing out loud! hhahaa i dunno, i waited for escaping things for a weeks! felt so bored with my hectic activity and the subjects on my college is driving me crazy. so before i had my final test, i need a holiday. just for refreshing my stuck brain! HHAHAAA gonna have a lotta fun for 3 days.
and i felt so sorry for Indonesia, my beloved country. i guess all of these stuffs just a politic conspiracy. they who-can't-face-the-lose wanna ruin the government. it's just about jealous! COME ON, PLAY IN A FAIR PLAY. least, for the terrorist what-so-ever with your motive behind your act, but if your purpose just wanna make as fear, YOU'RE SO WRONG! we weren't scared at all. and i do realize that we'll get along together to destroy you all. tunjukan bahwa anda semua manusia.
moi
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